AAaaaHhhhhhh...............


can i please stop thinkin?!?!?

i must study... get on with my current life!!!

exams
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so FAN!

幸福是短暂的。

美丽的回忆是幸福的。

现在的心情真的很难形容。我不知道我这样做是对的吗?

i really hope i have not hurt you. Maybe i really need more time.
I know you have tried hard. I felt it, i knew it...

i kind of miss you too.

hope i dun regret this choice i have made today.
谢谢你所付出的一切。

I don't know why, i am still brooding over this stupid subject... why can't be our friendship be that strong as what i have thought?
Just a small matter that don't really have you in the picture at all... A little misunderstanding, you blew up everything. You flared up.
I admit that i was wrong for my rashness, my anger that i have not controlled well. But i don't understand why you were so angry and do not even want to hear my explanation.

I have some doubts about our friendship too. Are we friends just because of him? You helped me through my difficulties just because he ask you to take care of me, not out of your care and love?
We quarelled twice, 2 big ones, are all because of him. The topic is about him again.

You can forgive him that easily, but not me.. i don't understand what big mistakes that i have done. You treasure him. I know i am not that important to you, but is this the way you gonna treat me?

Why?
And need not worry that i will talk to you again. I will leave you alone as you wished.














It hurts... it really hurts........

i am really touched this time...

why are you so silly?

the first time u really touched me...

i came to realise what is "Give and Take" in a relationship.

i will learn to treasure n cherish u more =)

thanks for always been there for me...

aaaAAAhhhhh..............

30 again?!?!? THIRTY!!!!!

why the same old score?

After watching the videos, photos and the stories from the "Rang Ai Chuan Liu Bu Xi" charity show, i cried...

There is one story i am reli touched, the wonderful mum...

rescuers found that the way she die is indifferent... she was facing down...
when they lift up her body, she was still hugging on tight to her baby, about 3-4 months old only... she wrapped her baby with blankets to keep the baby warm. The baby was still soundly asleep. And rescuers found a handphone in the blanket, typing,

" Qing ai de bao bei, ru gou ni hai huo zhe, qing ji de ma ma ai zhe ni..."

the baby survived because her mum protected her from all the dangers, sacrificing herself, loving her baby deeply...

So wei da~

all i wanted to say is.....

please cherish the people around us, because you might not know what will happen next.
tell the people u love, how much u love them, express ur feelings towards them. let them know bout ur presence, ur love and care.

I love my parents. No matter how they scold me, i will still love them. They are the ones who gave life to me. I cherish them and glad to have them as my parents.

I love all my friends... thanks for always being here for me, not pushing me aside when troubles come finding me. If all of you are not around, i will really experience what is lonely.

I still love the people who once loved me. It does not matter we are still together or not, its the memories, the happiness, the love, the care and concern u gave me. It matters a lot to me. It made up many parts of my life, my growing years.

Special thanks to these people:
Xuyuan
Janet
Kok Siong
Ray
Bryan
Hongzhi

And i am really glad these 3 girls helped and accompanied me in my new school, NP:
Joanne
Chu Jun
Jerlyn

i love all the people around me =)

歌手：伍家辉 虽然我愿意 歌词由---热心网友音乐的梦 提供

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔我别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意(心还想着你)

This best describes about how i feel now..

I am feelin complicated now... i'm feeling so vexed!


and reli thanks to the girls, my dear Janet n Jerlyn for yesterday nite... OUR LADIES NIGHT =) the 3 of us went for drinks at somewhere near orchard... Bali House... We were dam high ytd...

even we have not had our drinks...
Jerlyn was dam late lo.. forgot to bring camera still!!! AHhhh... but we asked her return to take her camera... haha... she was so excited that she cant wait to see us... cabbed here.. waste money lo!


Woo~ jerlyn had B-52, me and dear had test-tube baby... sounds cool right? all were flaming de.. HOT on the throat n tongue... haha... den we did something crazy!!!


Me n janet tried GRAVEYARD, the forbidden drink...

Heard from many friends that GRAVEYARD has high content in its alcohol, girls should not try when there is no guys to protect them, jus in case other guys take advantage of us.







<- graveyard





we girls are reli crazy ytd nite!!! girls nite is reli an enjoyable outing... not because we drank, but the "feeling" when we are together... we understand each other, can think of what each other is thinking/feeling even we need not say it out.





















Amber21...


Me and my dear =)



Jerlyn with the drinks!













I wanna hug my daddy again >.<

Hai... having my this stupid Macro lecture now... kind of sian... so worried bout my poa test later... kind of screwed for this week...

DSS presentation...
our group never wear formal!!! like argh..... no marks for our attire... saded....


Blaw quiz given back... the result is like so shit! 15/20 only?!?!?


argh.... really gonna mug hard le... really dun wanna waste anymore time le... had one yr of JC, and JUMPED OUT... hai... parents is kind of disappointed...


PINS of HOPE is on me. ONLY ME...
stressed de noe?

i shall post pictures next time =)








please do not misunderstand me... i really didn't do anything that silly... i sincerely wish you all the best and get on well with your life...
Er Zi... sorry, that day i wasn't that calm.. i know you are just verifying le..





VEX!!!!