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Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Reading his ex blog, makes me feel i am out of the world.

I don't believe in long-lasting love anymore.

And yeah, i went through her stage before, which i want to believe every love is true, will not be as complicated as what the adults always say. There will not be any boredom during a relationship, you can endure the person's negativity as long as you really love him.

But after i know someone who is much mature and older than me, he really made me look at the picture clearer. And this reminds me not to be an ostrich anymore. I should not hide from the ugliness of human.

Human can never be satisfied, can never be perfect.

Change is constant.

And you have to be prepared for change. Change in yourself and the change in others.

Jeff keeps changing. But i guess he is totally unaware of his changes. And he won't admit to his changes.

I change too.

Now, being back to single. And after the bad breakup at Butter Fact with jeff. I am awake i guess. Not returning to the pile of emo-shit status and no more crying to my dog anymore.

I should just cherish every people around me.

I wish the best future for Jeff too.

Hoping he can be more mature after army.

And i will rest 2 years being single. Will try to find back the courage to face guys again.

Shi Er says @ 7:03 PM

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Came across the Taiwan photos...

I really miss those times when i was with you.

Doubt anyone would really believe i really love you that much.

But yes i do.

That's why i been doing silly things that is out of my mind.

Shi Er says @ 2:38 AM

Thursday, July 7, 2011

Don't drink and drive anymore. It's really too dangerous.

Shi Er says @ 2:30 AM

It is the shortest yet the worst.

Came across my previous post, I was still praying to be true, real true.
Duh.. I think it will only appear in fairytale now.

Shi Er says @ 2:24 AM

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Set Fire To The Rain lyrics

I let it fall, my heart
And as it fell, you rose to claim it
It was dark and I was over
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me
My hands, they were strong, but my knees were far too weak
To stand in your arms without falling to your feet

But there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew
All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true
And the games you'd play, you would always win, always win

But I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

When laying with you I could stay there
Close my eyes, feel you here forever
You and me together, nothing is better

'Cause there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew
All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true
And the games you's play, you would always win, always win
[- From :http://www.elyrics.net/read/a/adele-lyrics/set-fire-to-the-rain-lyrics.html -]

But I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name
I set fire to the rain
And I threw us into the flames
When we fell, something died
'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time

Sometimes I wake up by the door
That heart you caught must be waiting for you
Even now when we're already over
I can't help myself from looking for you

I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touch your face
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name
I set fire to the rain
And I threw us into the flames
When we fell, something died
'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time, oh
Oh, no
Let it burn, oh
Let it burn
Let it burn

Shi Er says @ 9:11 PM

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

I need to see psychiatrist before i do anything silly!

Hahahahhaa....

Argh.. i feel so so so disgusted right now.

Shi Er says @ 2:15 PM

You succeeded. You made me hated you two so much that I can even dream of how to remove you two from my world. Thanks!

It's a first time someone made me hate a guy to the core.
You too bitch.

Enjoy the rest of the month, get romance and fuck all you both who have been longing.
This time round I let you.

Be aware of karma.

Shi Er says @ 11:15 AM

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Woo woo... high high!!!!

I want many many things...

It is gonna be achievable =)

Shi Er says @ 9:29 PM

Hmmmm.... Hee hee hee....

You know what's for the hmmm.

and what's for the hee hee???

I have ups and downs for the day....

I have ups now...

at least you can say for the night?

You made my night =)

Shi Er says @ 9:19 PM