林师而's blog

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

To make me feel better...

I covered my ears with earpiece...
Reading newspaper?!

Hmm.. So unlike me. But yeah, i have to be un-me so to survive through this month here. Last month.

Just take it.
And leave it.

Shi Er says @ 8:14 PM

Friday, August 19, 2011

Lies over lies. When is it going to stop?
Leopard never change it's spots. Probably my heart just stop beating. Dead by the random hurtful hurling shoots thrown by you.
No one knows what is going on behind the door.

I will escape. Maybe just like what u said, I will hate you.
You ask me not to.
Let me tell you, its impossible.

Shi Er says @ 12:09 PM

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Somehow I know you will be reading. What you believe is what you conceive. I don't believe in what you said. And there gOes the same to what you intend to believe in me.. U think I lie to u? No! I seriously went one altitude cos I been wanting to go there since a
Long time. U promise to go with me. But I doubt u will ever do so. Not a single promise u made to me before right? I will do all these with others then.

Somehow u may think you are of value and people are chasing behind your steps. Yeah. True. But believe me, it's only for the short while, not from the true heart. Feel it and you will know it.
True heart does not equal to what you think.
The knowledge is not enough to your understanding.

Shi Er says @ 1:49 AM

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

I had enough.

He thinks i am not as of much use i guess.
He treat any other lady (he thinks he can make use of) the same.

I don't think i am over sensitive.
But what i read through all the body language and the language they use, i am not wrong.

I think i will head for somewhere at least i am treated with respect. Rather than to put up with his FUCKED UP attitude.
Been receiving negativities every single shit days.

Lies been everywhere.
True that i hate you still.

Shi Er says @ 7:16 PM

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

I am in a good mood! It just feel so good when he is busy and don't have much time to talk to me!!!

No time to Communicate means no time to say anything bad about me. Frequent scoldings give me low esteem.. Especially those vulgarities that shoot right into my face unreasonably.
I am so happy! Get to knock off early finally:)))

Shi Er says @ 10:39 PM